Am I too demanding? I think not.. I do believe I deserve some pampering..
nagiging selfish ka na.. nakakalimutan mo na ko.. naisip ko, baka naman nagiging unreasonable lang ako.. kaso hindi e.. sweet naman ako, thoughtful and caring.. oo, sabi nila you should love without expecting something in return.. mahirap din kaya yun.. bigay ka nang bigay tapos wala man lang kahit appreciation..
nakakalungkot..
I’ve tried to hurt you.. just to get even.. with all the wounds you’ve caused me.. I want you to suffer, way worse than what I had gone through.. I want you to cry for hours.. I want to fill your mind with paranoia.. hours of thinking “Why did you do this to me?”, “Did I do something wrong to experience this?” and “Do I deserve this?” I want you to stare blankly at something.. doing nothing.. eating less.. waiting for a call or a text message perhaps.. and in the night, you can’t sleep..
but I fail..
yes, I did hurt you.. I want my revenge.. but then my conscience taunts me though my plans are only beginning.. I can not go on with it.. I don’t want to prolong the agony.. I am only hurting myself..
I withdraw..
I don’t want this.. yes, I intended for it to happen but I’ve never plan of hurting myself too..
I’m sorry..
I love you..
haay!!! nakakabadtip naman! invisible ba ko? para di makitang may tao pa.. bastusan? tae!
tapos kung makautos! ampness! feeling nya lahat ng tao secretary nya..
arrrrrrrrgggggg!!!!!!!!
